IDRS

To all of the IDRS members out there-- don't forget, it is time to renew membership for the new year!

Adjunct Oboe Instructor

Oh! And I almost forgot!

Beginning in August 2011-- I am the new Adjunct Oboe Instructor at Dixie State College in St. George, UT. It is only about a 20-30 minute drive from our house which may sound like a small jaunt but seems like child's play compared to my 80 minute (one way!!!) drives to Las Vegas between 3 and 5 times a week.

I am beyond thrilled to have the opportunity to do some teaching on the collegiate level. Up until this point, this is not something that I have had the chance to do-- it is difficult to gain college teaching experience because most colleges either want someone with at least one year of college teaching experience, or someone with a DMA.

Dixie has just gotten their charter to begin giving a Bachelor's Degree in Music Education as well as Bachelor's Degree in General Music, so it seems like the perfect place for a young teacher to start out. I will have the opportunity to build my own studio, recruit and retain students and hopefully get a nice little studio going!

Whereas I was kind of daydreaming about going to IDRS 2011 this year, now it is a definite MUST with all of the planning and preparation that I will have to do for the fall. It will be a great time to get lots of inspiration, hopefully some new insights, and just immerse myself in the oboe world for a little while! It isn't as easy to do all of that out here in the desert.

If anyone reading this blog is or was at any point a collegiate level oboe instructor, and you have tips for me-- please send them my way- I would really appreciate it!

SO EXCITED :)

Ebay O' the Day

Many kids, both my private students and the like- are often asking me "Can you teach me how to make reeds??!!", to which I say "Yes, if you are a private student of mine and WHEN you get the necessary equipment".

Obviously age plays a factor too, I try to hold off until mid high school (don't want to scare them off too early ;)

But it is tough to accumulate all of those necessary (and some weird and difficult to find!) reed making odds and ends. If you have read this blog, you know that I am a big fan of Ebay and that I like to do quit a bit of oboe shopping on there. Mostly for reedmaking supplies, and the occasional music (NEVER for instruments) I recently found a Landwell knife that retails for approx. $90 for $50- brand new! wooo hoo!

Here is a bunch of reedmaking supplies that looks to be pretty nice.

Merry Merry!

Well that was quite the gap between posts!

Things have been BUSY-- which for me-- is good. No matter how much I actually whine about being tired or stressed, the truth is that I would rather be busy and working than NOT.

I can't believe that Christmas has crept up so quickly this year, but in just one short week- I'll be traveling back home to Michigan to celebrate the holidays in my hometown with my family. I am really excited as I rarely get to see them these days! I am too busy, everyone is growing up and spreading out all over the place, and traveling these days has become pretty $$$.

One thing that I always love at Christmastime is of course... the MUSIC. I know that many players get bored of pops concerts, carols, and of Messiah-- but I love it. I think that music really "makes" the holidays for most people and definitely for the Kramer-Pawl household! I love breaking out the christmas carol oboe duets with my young students (sorry high schoolers-- it is Ferling or BUST until honor band auditions tomorrow!) And I really, really LOVE getting to play Christmas tunes with pro groups. (This year I even tried to have a stash of Red, Green, and Silver reeds!!?!)

So I am always listening away, and growing up as a nerdly little oboe player was always listening to everything waiting to hear an oboe! I can't get enough of the oboe playing in all of the old Christmas movies, and of definitely can't get enough of any holiday favorites performed on oboe and english horn.

My first Christmas playing the oboe, my mom purchased a CD she had heard playing in one of her favorite shopping haunts. She bought it because she had heard some beautiful oboe playing. This playing turned out to be a great version of the Vaughan Williams Oboe Concerto. She played the CD, and was so excited- saying "someday that will be you!". You can imagine my face as an 11 year old beginning oboist my reaction was basically something like "you have got to be kidding". Although I was captivated by the amazing music coming out of our living room CD set up, I was doubtful.

I performed the complete Vaughan Williams Oboe Concerto for my Mom on two separate recital occasions to thank her for always believing in me. I think that is what is so magical about Christmas-- BELIEVING.

oboeworks nooooooo

So so sad that it seems as thought OboeWorks really will be closing their doors fairly soon, and for good. They are by far my favorite supplies store, with the most decent prices and great service. They are advertising a tube cane blowout sale right now and apparently have more sales to come so check them out before they are gone forever-- I will miss them so!

In other news, this week was seemingly uneventful- all of my students are doing great and I was even able to get some reeds going! Who know I could actually have time to stockpile enough reeds to be able to offer some to my students. This is a win-win situation because they get some great reeds and I get a little bit of extra $ which these days, with gigs few and far between- can't hurt one bit!!! Keeps me busy and productive anyway.

I was forewarned long ago by my first, favorite, and best teacher-- well, teacher has never quite fit what she actually was for me. Teacher sounds so one dimensional to say sometimes... she was a friend, big sister, educator, mentor, kick in the ass, everything I needed in my oboe life and in my life life too. We'll call her an "amazing mentor and presence".

Anyway, I digress. She told me once of the loneliness and doubt that I would one day face before, after, and during audition time and preparation for big musical events. She was, as only an oboe mother could be- totally right. It can be a terrible time, when you are left doubting your abilities, yourself, everything about your playing- reeds, instrument, and everything that you have worked toward- the list could probably go on forever. I hate this about auditions. I am mean enough to myself about my playing, pretty much the last thing I need is some external force putting the nail in the coffin.

I am trying to be nicer to myself right now, and just working through things. It is the life of any artist-- lots of peaks and valleys. I need to find a way to look a bit more in awe at the peaks and a bit more nonchalantly at the valleys.

Long time, no post.

I'm back, I'm back, I'm baccccccccccccck. After a long hiatus, due to summer, visitors, moving to our new house, auditions, more students, and any and all possible other excuses, I am back here... writing.

My life has just been a whirlwind as the summer has closed and fall is creeping in. I wish it would creep a little faster though... or at all. It is my favorite season and we don't really get it in the desert. It doesn't stop me from buying everything pumpkin flavored and attempting to wear the cardigans in my closet.

I am once again an oboe player, making reeds and teaching students, and now; making reeds for students (only my high schoolers). I am trying to avoid the fact that I need a new oboe, my current one has cracked more times than I care to remember, (though ironically not since moving to the desert) and I am really starting to feel it aging. The poor topjoint just doesn't have the same ring that it once did though, it still feels somewhat decent. This supposed oboe purchase will be the first one I have attempted on my own, so it will be interesting. The whole, figuring out where to get $8000 thing. It is kind of like a riddle or puzzle, and I haven't quite figured out what to do.

I now proudly have 7 oboe students- 3 high schoolers and 4 middle schoolers, and I am pleased with all of their work and progress. Especially my older students who are all studying out of Barret and Ferling and even though they are sophomores and freshmen are advanced to a point that I am satisfied with. They are a bright spot in my week, and I love teaching ALL of them!

Since school has started, this of course means that I am also back to paraproing. Kind of a mobile oboe doctor of sorts for all of the schools in the district. The bulk of that job includes making suggestions on reeds, repairs, simple embouchure set ups, air support-- as much pertinent oboe info as I can cram into a 45-50 min. class period. It is hard because the main thing that they need to know is that they need a private oboe instructor... and I'm not saying it has to be ME, but it should be somebody.

No gigs yet this fall, and it has me starting to brainstorm some ideas. It is that constantly overriding question in many musicians minds; take control, or be controlled?

I don't know if I want to spend my life being controlled by external musical forces; auditions, politics, circumstances, other people. Maybe I want to gain some of that back for myself... still trying to figure out how to do that, but I know that is what I really want to be able to do. So I am thinking recitals, wedding music, chamber music, what can I do? I know that I want to have fun, and play music with bright, caring, like minded people. I kind of have a feeling this is how many a very special chamber group has gotten started...

EEEEeek!

THIS is awesome. That is all.